What is it with Celebrity CRUSH OR CURSE and how we CAN'T be the CINDERILLA

Ryan Gosling

Jordan Gordon-Levitt

Aaron Taylor Johnson

Austin Butler

Alex Pettyfer

Keanu Reeves

Heath Ledger

And now with Lee Min Ho, God just absorb me with your divine light and suck me to the heavens above, but please let me be with anyone of these men (bwahahaha and Hades open the ground and ate me up; waaaaaa)

We always like to watch them on movies, TV series, posters and even on net, imagining that we are with them, that they are as well looking with their swoony eyes, calling our names with their musky, masculine voice and as if touching/tapping our shoulders or hands to stop us to whatever we are pretentiously doing.

It's like cloud 9, with the gushing of the air that flips your hair out of your blushing face and the very right lighting of mother nature that will reflect our youthful glow.  While he (our celebrity crushes) is slowly leaning towards us with the killer smirk and the very thing, the very phrase that we are dying to hear for (if ever any of these guys will do this to me I would literally be in awe and faint but for just a few seconds;I wouldn't want other girls to have the opportunity;selfish me; myahahaha)---"I Like You" and...

Cut!

You were just the production staff, who is carrying all the heavy loads of props for the scene, the other girl who doesn't exists on their world who happens to be the loser in school or better yet it was cut short  because it was all in a blur and by blur meaning it was all in a dream.

We like them, love them and even sort of praise them (not mentioning the gazillion of photos, even photoshopped photos of you and "HIM" ta-gether; please don't forget the heart in bet.) but it will always be like that, we will only be one of the girls shouting their names everytime we see them on awards night, one of the girls who wants them to write their signature on whatever blank space we have (speaking of blank canvass;tattooed on the skin baby;am not that desperate), one of the girls who just look and open our mouths and after a second or so it was too late because they're not supposed to be in public and puff they're inside the van, we are just one of the girls.

One of the girls.

As much as I don't want to be "one of the girls", I totally get it, they are just men, whom media or status quo invented for us to see as our prince charming or the knight in a shining armour that will sweep as off our feet and by that, sometimes we miss out the men that are with us, those that we've talked about our celebrity crushes and our mishaps, the one's that we've made fun of and doesn't really care if he looks silly infront of others as long as you smile and snorts, the one's that we hang out and just be ourselves, that we don't have to pretend and put so much effort with just to impress them.  

These men are there, just in front of us, just so you know girls, all you have to do is move out from your couch and turn off the TV, look up and away from your phone screen, get out of your room full of the photos-the make believe photos and his just there waiting for you.

P.S.

I'm writing this posts to tell not only myself but to people and not only girls that we have our very own life to work out. Those men in the movies have also lives to go to after they woe the girl in the screen.  We have our own destiny don't mirror your life story to and for others- make it your own.  Well, who knows you might indeed end up with your CELEBRITY CRUSH.

xoxo: Mah Malibu way (as if celebrity)